As many of you know, I have spoken of a retired lifestyle that includes me, a dog and possibly a 13 year old adopted Ethiopian child, gallivanting across America in an RV. Leaving behind years of fond memories and many friends and family to seek out an adventure that will include boondocking and RV clubs.
I woke up one morning soon after my divorce with Joe was final and I saw a brief moment of my life was passing in front of me. For the first time I had to think about what I would do once my children where grown and moved out of the house. I was no longer romancing the thought of spending my life with the one I love. I had to replace that with spending my later years with the company of myself. And that is when I saw myself cruising across America in an RV.
The last several months I have found myself to be caught up in a monotonous round of theatrical drama and demanding relationships with friends and family. I have been surrounded by people who seem to rely on me for mental, emotional and social support. A constant demand for my attention and time. With no redeeming or reformed conclusion to any of these relationships, it has lead me to dismiss these individuals who seek an advantage or gain from my relationship with them. It has exhausted me to a length that I decided to put my belongings in storage and load up the RV for a summer adventure. Just me and my kids. This will be an experience that my children will carry with them throughout their life. And give me the time to reflect on my life and how I will proceed come fall.
So this summer when you see a KOA....... think of me.
